for granted

What did I do?

What did I say?

Why do I seem to be in your way?

Friends till the end,

Or so that's what I thought,

Now you don't have time,

and I'm always left out.

Haven't I been there for you?

Through thick and thin,

Figment of my imagination,

or is that the way its been?

When others turned their back,

Whether you were right or wrong,

Didn't I stand by you?

Wasn't I your friend all along?

On your lonely nights,

when no one else could relate,

I never thought twice,

it never was a debate.

I'm always there to hear you out,

Listening all the way, without a doubt.

What's so bad about wanting the same?

A friend that will stand by me,

One that won't play games.....

G-E-N-T-I-N-G

Went to Genting last weekend  with mummy dearest  for some fancy Master Card dinner :) the perks of being my mother's daughter is amazing :)
Stayed at some suite in the Genting/maxim hotel . The bathroom itself was bigger then my room! The bathtub had its own personal tv and a amazing view :) 

 I didnt get to spend much time in the fab hotel room because i needed to get ready for the formal dinner later tat evening . The evening was definitely one of kind, MasterCard must've really had a huge budget this year , the sit-down-dinner was lobster and salmon and all fancy expensive food .
The best part was of the dinner which was the desert course was  very interesting , The velvet curtain on the stage opened up and we were all stunned to see it beautifully decorated with  desert tat would make anyone's mouth water .

This two people had to stand in the table for the whole night , they couldn't move a inch , people juz came and took food off them .. i looked at them in awe and wondered how much they get paid to be tortured ! haha!

The party planer's for this event are damn creative ! haha :)

thank you MASTERCARD :)

And as you can see.. I got bangs! :) didn't workout as good as i hoped it would but i dun regret doing it :) i might miss my old hair , but it was time i took a risk :) i needed a change :)



ADRIEL! :) i hv checked my spelling this time OKAYYYY! :P:P:P Im soooo  touched you take time out of ya busy schedule to view my blogieee ,thanks twin!!!

xoxo

Nellie

marry me :)

Holidays are beyond boring .I totally need to get a job to occupy my time! waking up at 12 in the afternoon eating ice creamn and not moving from my couch for the whole day is exhausting :( >.<.
its so unfair that juz when school was getting fun .. it had to end :( booo!
Christmas is coming soon :) there is something about this celebration that makes the world seem some wat friendlier and warmer.. must be the twinkling lights and miseltoe ^^ . thus the season to be jolly falalalala

Besides tat,

marry me

if i ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe

say you will

Level completed!

Talent-time was juz over and i know we didnt get the results that we were hoping for. We worked our butts of to get the position we did was heart-breaking . We know why we got it .

Anyways we enjoyed doing it and if i could do it all over again i would do single ladies in a heartbeat. We shouldn't be ashamed but proud we manage to accomplish such a hard dance . So sue us if we like to embrace the modern world ! :)

Long live all the mountain we've move

I had the time of my life fighting dragons wif you

long live .

we will be remembered

xoxo,

Nellie

I dun wanna grow up

Finals are just over and i juz realized tat i'll be sitting of SPM next year.
School after eaxm is filled wif malay songs and japan excitment . Few more days till i leave for japan the anticipation is killing me. Going to japan on a student exchange requires us to do a presentation. juging from the fact that i cant dance and the last time i performed was in standard 6 when the craze was all about dancing (thanks to high school musical ) . IM basically screwed :.( Wish my "Rucuss" ( or whatver new name we hv now ) could share this expeience with me . Japan will probably have to go through its whole nucleur bom incident :)

I have a few days to burry myself in storybooks before my whole routine of tution starts again and turns me into a zombie . Welcome back dark circles . Next year i will do better !.. haiz.. who am i kidding =.=



xoxo

Nellie

The kid me :)

It's like he doesn't hear a word I say

His mind is somewhere far away

And I don't know how to get there

It's like

(She's way too serious)

All he wants is to chill out

(She's always in a rush)

He makes me wanna pull all my hair out

(And interrupting)

Like he doesn't even care

(Like she doesn't even care)

You,

me

We're face to face

But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain

(Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane

(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars

(We're Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars

(Like different stars)

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

She's always trying to save the day

Just wanna let my music play

She's all or nothing

But my feelings never change

(Why, do you try to read my mind?)

I try to read her mind

(It's not good to psychoanalyze)

She tries to pick a fight

To get attention

That's what all of my friends say

(That's what all of my friends say)

You,

Me

We're face to face

But we don't see eye to eye

Like fire and rain

(Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane

(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars

(We're Venus and MarS)

We're like different stars

(Like different stars)

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

 

When I'm yes, she's no

When I hold on, he just lets go

We're perfectly imperfect

But I wouldn't change a thing, no

We're like fire and rain

(Like fire and rain)

You can drive me insane

(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything

We're Venus and Mars

(We're Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars

(Like different stars)

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a thing

But I can't stay mad at you for anythinG

We're Venus and Mars

(We're Venus and Mars)

We're like different stars

(Like different stars)

But you're the harmony to every song I sing

And I wouldn't change a

Wouldn't change a thing

 

Yes, the song is from camp rock 2 ... AND YES I WATCHED IT !  :) i can bet plenty of you watched it too !! :P anyway.. i think the first's ones songs were better .. but when nick jonas sang his song it was so CUTEEE!  hehe :) .. im childish.. deal wif it ! :D
 
xoxo
NELLIE !

hmmmmmm

Im utterly bored !

If anyone heard this coming from a science student they would look at me like i have three heads or something. The truth is i have a ton of incomplete work to do:( . But my brain simply cant function anymore after the 1 hour of add math that i tried to finish ..

So i decided to take abreak and update my blog that no one reads .. hehe :)

so around September were suppose to go to Tanjung--, Tanjung-- ( crap i forgot what its called again >.<) anyway ,, its a place were we can watch fireflies :) its going to be beyond cool as i have never seen fireflies !:) . Totally cant wait ! hopefully things will work out and everything will go smoothly and i'll have the best time a gal could have with fireflies !! :)

how romantic :)

Stay or leave

This question had been on my mind ever since my dear Karyn Wong Ai Jin ( hope i spelled her name correctly >.<) asked me if i wanna leave school with her to international school . The  thought of me going to international school with up to date facilities and interesting subjects that dont get me yawning every 5 minutes is so tempting( not forgeting the hot white ppl :D )
One of the suggestion made by Karyn is the AISM(australian International school Malaysia). I checked out the website recently and the school look like everything you could every hope for in a International school . THe facilities are amazing the subject sound wayy more interesting compared to learning about the person who watched a deer kick a dog in the river , saw a tree and named it Melaka ( i mean seriously +.+).
80% of me wants to leave and 20% of me juz isnt sure . God give me a sign pweaseeeeeeeeeee!
Ps. people there look HAWT! :)

xoxo,
nellie

New

I've created a new blog. I deleted the old one because it had to many memories .
So here I am . i've decided i'm getting rid of the old me . Im starting fresh :) Im not going to pretend that im a strong person when everyone knows im not . Im not going to try to hold back the tears when i feel like crying .
I listen to people's problem's and give them advice , but i never fully opened myself to another person.There was no one there to even bother to listen to my story. I was blinded by my pride thinking tat im capable of anything . I denied it for a long time but the truth is im juz a teenage girl. I was a trusting girl , willing to see the good in everyone . But now i know tat not everyone should be trusted . I should becareful whom I befriend
I realized now who are the people tat are in my life ready to help me wif any problems and the people that juz take advantage of me . The people I can trust , and the people that dont deserve my trust.
So here I am . The new ,improve and fragile Darlini .

The cam-whore part of me is still here :)

xoxo,
Nellie