hmmmmmm

Im utterly bored !

If anyone heard this coming from a science student they would look at me like i have three heads or something. The truth is i have a ton of incomplete work to do:( . But my brain simply cant function anymore after the 1 hour of add math that i tried to finish ..

So i decided to take abreak and update my blog that no one reads .. hehe :)

so around September were suppose to go to Tanjung--, Tanjung-- ( crap i forgot what its called again >.<) anyway ,, its a place were we can watch fireflies :) its going to be beyond cool as i have never seen fireflies !:) . Totally cant wait ! hopefully things will work out and everything will go smoothly and i'll have the best time a gal could have with fireflies !! :)

how romantic :)

Stay or leave

This question had been on my mind ever since my dear Karyn Wong Ai Jin ( hope i spelled her name correctly >.<) asked me if i wanna leave school with her to international school . The  thought of me going to international school with up to date facilities and interesting subjects that dont get me yawning every 5 minutes is so tempting( not forgeting the hot white ppl :D )
One of the suggestion made by Karyn is the AISM(australian International school Malaysia). I checked out the website recently and the school look like everything you could every hope for in a International school . THe facilities are amazing the subject sound wayy more interesting compared to learning about the person who watched a deer kick a dog in the river , saw a tree and named it Melaka ( i mean seriously +.+).
80% of me wants to leave and 20% of me juz isnt sure . God give me a sign pweaseeeeeeeeeee!
Ps. people there look HAWT! :)

xoxo,
nellie

New

I've created a new blog. I deleted the old one because it had to many memories .
So here I am . i've decided i'm getting rid of the old me . Im starting fresh :) Im not going to pretend that im a strong person when everyone knows im not . Im not going to try to hold back the tears when i feel like crying .
I listen to people's problem's and give them advice , but i never fully opened myself to another person.There was no one there to even bother to listen to my story. I was blinded by my pride thinking tat im capable of anything . I denied it for a long time but the truth is im juz a teenage girl. I was a trusting girl , willing to see the good in everyone . But now i know tat not everyone should be trusted . I should becareful whom I befriend
I realized now who are the people tat are in my life ready to help me wif any problems and the people that juz take advantage of me . The people I can trust , and the people that dont deserve my trust.
So here I am . The new ,improve and fragile Darlini .

The cam-whore part of me is still here :)

xoxo,
Nellie