all i see is darkness

i feel so empty sometimes,

no emotion, no sadness, no anger, no happiness.

just hollow, nothing inside, void of any feeling.

Empty

nellie

the silence is so loud .

" i wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucas Scott from the beach that night; telling the world that he's the one For me " qouted from one tree hill

   DAMMIT!  juz prove to me you love me! not in words or material things! FIGHT FOR ME !  haizzzzz but you too busy doing your won stuff to realize that im slipping away .

juz got my phone back and readin through my old text messages .. we were so close .. what happen .. you were dare for me and i was there now we dun even talk .. i dunno if you even realize thats things are getting weird .

she needs you now but you cant seem to find the time ,
NELLIE